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[16 May 2009|02:24pm] |
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Brand new. brand new.
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| Love that intensifies each and every passing second. I love my boyfriend :) |
[19 Apr 2009|07:13pm] |
I feel like a deer in a fire rig, Achilles in his realm. I am seeing something, flashing by me, so quick and so blurred- I saw a passing moment. I’m dancing, dancing with this strange thing that keeps me vividly awake. Through the dead of the night- the heat of the day. I am filled, congested, with an emotion that throbs within me, everywhere. I’m aching with need, I think I recognize the signs, and I do. Because halfway through, all I see is you. Only you, only you.
I am daring myself to blink, but I am afraid to, because in a moment, this beautiful fallacy might fade. If you were a dream, I don’t want to wake.
So I close my eyes, and I thought not to open them again, for when I close my eyes I still see, you. Ah, so sublime and heartbreaking you look, if you were not an apparition then, you must be now. No one could ever look so ethereal, but then I realized, no one could, only you.
Only you, only you.
My eyes flew open with rigor. I widened my eyes because you’re still here. Why? I am racing through my mind. Were you not supposed to be a intangible dream? Trees behind me which were breathing stealthily shuddered. No one- but the silence of the nights could ever capisce the tremor that rises in me when you look at me, looking the way you do.
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